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 Pre-cancer:


Have you ever stopped to remember your life, pre-cancer?  In one of the books I read how a cancer survivor described her life BC and AC (denoting it as ‘before and after cancer’ instead of ‘before and after Christ’).

Still, it’s important to recall better times and to remember that you are more than this disease and will hopefully be in remission again.  This is just one exhausting and challenging chapter of your life.

In this video, I answered the question about how I met my husband and became passionate about writing and what life was like before cancer.

If someone were to ask you about your earlier life, what might you remember?  What are you passionate about doing?  Are you doing that even more now?  Are you leaving behind a legacy and enjoying your life?

If someone made a short video of you discussing your pre-cancer life, what might you say?  Perhaps you want to journal about it.

Remembering good times past and going forward will remind you or your wholeness and your long life.  there will be many more memories and you are the heroine in your story.

How do you want to remember it?

 –Paulette

Diagnosis:


 

Finding out your diagnosis is a very difficult because it’s the first time that you are hearing this news and you know that your life is going to radically change as a result.

It’s great to have a loved one there with you in your doctor’s office to take notes.  Your doctor may rattle off a lot of hard to hear facts so that person can take them in more accurately than you may be able to at that moment in time.

Remember that you will have time to assimilate it all.  You may get a second opinion and will be able to ask your doctor questions on further occasions, and you will have time to do your research.

So, give yourself a little room to take it in gradually and to know that you will be able to gain support to cope with this news and its significance over time.

You will find a way to cope, get the best treatment and even learn spiritual lessons along the way on your cancer path.  So, just breathe and give yourself some time to take it in.

–Paulette

BRACHA

There is a test that you can take to find out if you have the BRCHA gene.  Jewish Ashkenazi women have a statistically higher chance of having this breast cancer gene. Five to ten percent of all women with breast cancer have BRCA 1 or 2 from their parents. In addition, 80% of women with BRCHA 1 will get breast cancer, 60% ovarian cancer and 50% might develop cancer in the second breast.  BRCHA 2 patients still have a 50% breast cancer risk but the ovarian cancer risk is 25%.  For this reason, some BRCHA patients I know have opted to get a double mastectomy.  Others do not.

It’s usually a good idea to find out if you have this gene though because it can affect your course of treatment.  I was lucky to be negative for BRCHA even though I am an Ashkenazi Jew.

My heart goes out to women who get this news too and find that their risk of recurrence is raised and have to consider future genetic repercussions.  Despite this, most do very well.

Sometimes insurance won’t pay for this BRCHA test and it can be at least $1,000, so definitely check out whether your insurance company will cover it.  Ours did.

If you do have the BRCHA gene, I have heard the term ‘BRCHA PACK’  which is a group that offers people education about this genetic mutation.  Sometimes it is helpful to get the support of other women going through the same thing.

–Paulette

Path Changes

When your path suddenly changes, sometimes your actions need to change too.  Finding out that you have cancer is enough to drive you towards the Ben & Jerry’s and make you want to hide under the covers but when you find out you have a life threatening illness, you often want to do everything you can to stay healthy and this involves changes on the level of mind, body, emotions and Spirit.

Many people say that diet and lifestyle affects cancer and some do not.  Most agree that being overweight increases the chances or recurrence and most researchers have found that sugar fuels cancer cells.  So one thing I am trying to focus on is eliminating sugar and bakes products and carbs.  I’ve mostly stopped drinking diet coke or alcohol (except on special occasions).  I’m eating more vegetables, eliminated red meat and am having just a little chicken and fish.  I drink almond milk and eat only a little organic cheese and cage free organic eggs. These were changes I probably needed anyway but cancer was the Zen stick I needed to take them more seriously.  I walk the beach for exercise and will soon be adding more of an exercise routine.  I was tired after radiation and chemotherapy.

On the mental level, I try and meditate each day to clear my mind.  I surround myself with positive spiritual teachers, read inspiring books and listen to great podcasts and audio books.  I write to reflect upon my thoughts and notice when they are fear-based instead of love based and then try and make that shift back to love.

On the emotional level, it is good to allow yourself to cry and be scared when you need to but it’s important to remain present and not to create stories about your cancer that have not happened yet.  When you do this you create emotions based upon a future projection, and you have enough to cope with now.  Love and passion are also high emotional vibrations so you can choose to remember your blessings, the people who love you and the things about which you are passionate in this life.

Lastly, on a spiritual level, cancer often gets you in touch with your Higher Self or the eternal part of you that’s connected with the Divine.  I meditated and prayed more and was aware of my angels and earth angels.  I also connected with my soul’s purpose here, which (besides being a mom and therapist) was to write a legacy of books.

I am describing a few of the things I shifted in each category so that you can begin to think about what changes you’d like to make.

To learn more about healing on all four levels, buy my upcoming book, ‘The Cancer Path: A Spiritual Journey Into Healing, Wholeness and Love.’

–Paulette

Telling Your Kids

There is no easy answer about how to tell young kids that you have cancer, or at least how to explain your hospital visits and bald head.  This video answers the question about how we did this but you can consult a therapist or check out these websites below for more information.

I think it’s important to know your individual child, what they need, how they will cope best and to consider what information is age appropriate.

Cancer is hard for adults to understand and cope with.  You want to be honest with your child while being protective.  You can assure them that you have great doctors and you will do everything you can to heal this boo-boo.

–Paulette

For more Information on How to tell Your Kids You Have Cancer:

http://cancer.about.com/od/newlydiagnosed/a/children.htm

http://breastcancer.about.com/lw/Health-Medicine/Womens-Health/Telling-Your-Kids-About-Breast-Cancer.htm

http://parentingwithcancer.com/2011/04/25/how-do-i-tell-my-kids-i-have-cancer-2/

http://voices.yahoo.com/how-tell-children-cancer-51076.html?cat=25

http://www.independent.com/news/2012/oct/10/telling-your-kids-you-have-cancer/

http://www.cancer.org/treatment/childrenandcancer/helpingchildrenwhenafamilymemberhascancer/dealingwithdiagnosis/dealing-with-diagnosis-how-to-tell-children

7 Tips to Get You Through Losing Your Hair:

A woman’s hair is one of her biggest assets of femininity but you can still feel beautiful and feminine, even bald.  Here are some tips to get you through losing your hair.

1- Feel your feelings.  Let yourself feel sad or angry about losing your hair.

2-Consider cutting your hair short first so it won’t be as drastic when it starts falling out.

3- Prepare yourself by buying a wig and some pretty hats and scarves.

4-When your hair falls out in clumps, just shave it all off.

5- Buy some pretty electric blue liquid eyeliner to line your eyes and some pretty lipstick so you feel like a goddess.

6-Get a henna crown so you feel the ancient feminine upon you.  You can get a spiritually significant design like I did.

7- Remember your real beauty shines from the inside-out and your hair will grow back again.  It may even be thicker.

 

Also, for Free Wigs contact these organizations:

American Cancer Society- 1-877-227-1596

Cancer Care- 1-800-813-4673

Y-ME National Breast Cancer Organization- 1-800-221-2141

Duke Comprehensive Cancer Centers- Wig and Turban program

Susan G. Komen for the Cure

You can also buy a cheap fun wig to make you and others laugh.  Get one in blue, green or pink.

In New York City, you can get a cheap fun wig at a store called Ricky’s.  If you are somewhere you can’t pick it up easily, you can order one online.

Henna crowns are a great new option for women who lose their hair from chemo.  I heard about this through an organization called www.hennaheals.org.  They referred me to a henna artist in NYC called Kenzi.  She came to my house (and commuted 90 minutes).  She created my henna crown in 2 hours for just $100, which to me was worth it.  It was a gift to myself and you can do it too.  Kenzi, my henna designer can do henna crowns or henna on your arms.  Her website is: www.kenzi.com.

Many henna artists do Indian or Moroccan henna designs.  I wanted a labyrinth with a heart in the middle of my head with some butterflies and flowers, representing growth, transformation and the spiritual cancer path.  So you can create your own design or use traditional symbols.  This type of art will last two weeks but you can take pictures and you will remember it as a transformative part of your cancer experience.

–Paulette

Cancer Path Lessons

Sometimes cancer can lead you down a spiritual path to help you discover your soul’s purpose and what is most important to you.

For me this meant connecting to my Higher self and wanting to give back by leaving my messages behind in the form of books.

I also learned many spiritual lessons on my cancer path.  Here were seven of my spiritual lessons:

1- I learned to better balance and be aware of the different parts of myself.

2- I became much more clear about my mission and legacy

3- I felt closer to Spirit and to my Higher self than ever before

4- I learned to improve my self-care

5- I tried to look at my karma and how I could love more.

6- I became more compassionate as a healer with how tough it is to make changes as a patient

7- I learned that our bodies are our Temple but we are Spirits in physical bodies.

And I write about this and much more in my upcoming book, ‘The Cancer Path.’

Take a moment once you are at least a third-way through your cancer path to reflect upon the spiritual lessons that you’ve learned.

–Paulette

Your Legacy

When you are faced with a life threatening illness, sometimes it makes you think about the legacy you’d like to leave behind.

Most of us have a legacy anyway.  It’s our family, friends, kids, our clients and colleagues, creative products and the life we have lead.

However, often cancer survivors want to creative something more concrete.  I create a 22 book legacy project (which is a bit crazy but fun).  Many others arrange their home movies, make videos or write letters to their loved ones, arrange scrapbooks or create a video testimonial or write a journal or book on their cancer experience.

Sometimes it’s hard to know where to begin or to find the time amid your regular responsibilities.  Well, you may be able to get help.  I am posting a list of resources of people who will tape your story, do a scrapbook for you or help write your personal story.

If you are tired or in pain but really want to do a legacy project, don’t let that stop you.  You can find a way and get help.

A Legacy Resource List:

http://www.personalhistorians.org/- you can hire experts to help you write a book or videotape your story here.

http://storycorps.org/-Their mission is to provide Americans of all backgrounds and beliefs with the opportunity to record, share, and preserve the stories of our lives.  They sometimes come to your area for free or they have a do it yourself kit.

http://everyonehasastory.net/index.html- Here’s one example of a company that will film your legacy.  I did not try them and there are probably many others in your area if you don’t want to do it yourself.

http://www.patientvoices.org.uk- a website of patient stories

http://www.narrativemedicine.org/ -a Narrative Medicine program at Columbia University.  Director Dr. Rita Charon.

Some Scrap-booking Resources:

http://scrapbookingforyou.tripod.com/index-a.html- people who will scrapbook for you

http://treasuredmemoriesmor.tripod.com/id3.html- scrapbooking for you

http://www.heritagemakers.com

www.snapfish.com

–Paulette

Your Spiritual Practices

Having a life threatening illness often makes people think about what happens after this life.  It may make you question your relationship with God, explore your ideas about heaven and find new ways to connect to your Higher Self and soul’s wisdom.  We can all do this with practice.

People use many spiritual practices to reach these higher realms of awareness.  When I was going through my cancer experience I created an altar, started meditating more, asked questions of my Higher Self while walking the beach, I was more attuned to my angels and I prayed more often.  I also tried to see the Divine in everything and when I had a challenge, I attempted to look for the spiritual lesson.  Others may do yoga, go to synagogue or church and get a spiritual mentor.

What do you do to connect more to the Divine?  Are there places that you go that help you?  are there Spiritual practices that you already do or can try? Do you have a Spiritual community that supports you?

Your cancer path may be an opportunity to develop this aspect of yourself so think about something you can try in this area.

–Paulette

Cancer Video About Health

We may not be able to control whether cancer returns or when illness can strike but in the new year we can all work on doing our best to improve our health habits.  This is an ongoing project for me.  Since being diagnosed with breast cancer almost a year ago, I have worked to improve my diet, decrease my stress level, improve overall life balance and increase sleep.

It seemed like a lot of changes at once and often it was two steps forward and one step back.  This is the way with most change once habits have become ingrained.

In my upcoming book ‘The Cancer Path’ (and in this video briefly) I describe the changes I tried to make.  I also discuss the research on whether diet, exercise, stress levels, sleep and other health changes may affect cancer cells.

Ironically, sometimes it’s only during a health crisis that we finally improve our health!  For those of you who are not in the throes of illness, maybe you will start now.

I wish you great health and lots of love and support with your efforts!

–Paulette

P.S. Two books that my patients recommended about change are ‘Mindset’ and ‘Shift.’  I have them but haven’t read them yet.  I’ve been too busy writing!